Clarity

Clarity

Nothing is clear now
Except the ringing
The constant ringing
The sirens beckoning me
And I move forward
Steps away from the darkness
An eternity procured too soon
Enshroud me in your pity then forget
As you absolve yourself of guilt and
I am absorbed my it
The ringing
The constant ringing
Lost on my own island
Among foreigners.
Normality like a constellation
Spectacular
Unobtainable
They’re roaring now
Deafening
Temples throbbing
ears bleeding
Sometimes I don’t fight
And the words meander
Softly
Towards my core
Where they seep
into every crease
other times the ringing
is just a whisper
an encouraging whisper
a persistent whisper
I did it
He said
So I did it
And they died
Then the smoke cleared
And it was silent
Just me
Weeping
I tried to cleanse my self
But bleach doesn’t kill
99.9 % of demons
And he’s screaming now
The smoke is billowing
I stop fighting
My eyes are bleeding
And its silent